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[12 Mar 2005|01:42pm] |
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Yesturday after I got home from school I was just talking to my sister and Mary called. SHe wanted to go to a movie with me so she picked me up at 6 and we went to sonic and ate and yeah.... then we went to get candy from walgreens for the movie... then mary and I went to the movie and had so much fun and even though she had to go to the airport to fly to Utah the next day we rerally wanted to have a sleepover so her mom said yes and so did mine! We tlaked the whole time and just hung. We had a blast though.
:Basics:
1.Name: Rain_isromantic. Atleast for now.
2.B-Day: July 20, 1993.
3.Location: SOmewhere, in a galaxy far,far away...
4.Age: That age that I am.
5.Gender: Female.
6.Grade or Rank: 6th grade.
:Personal:
7.Do you have a gf/bf?: No... I so want one though.
8.If no, why not?: How should I know? Probably becuase I'm not pretty enough.... :'(
9.Have you ever been in love?: Well, I have been under the illusion of love. I don't think that it could actually be considered 'love' though...
10.Do you wanna fall in love?: Uh..... that's a really stupid question.
11.What's the difference between love and lust?: Love means that you feel deeply for someone, but you respect them, and it's more innocent than lust.
12.Do you love your mom as much as you love your dad?: Yeah.
13.Have any siblings?: Yes.
14.Are you straight, bi, or gay?: Straight.
15.If yeah, how did you know?: Because I like guys.
16.If no, ever thought about it?: NO! That's not right... I'm straight and proud of it.
17.Do you have anything against gay or bi people?: No.
18.Do you know anyone who's gay or bi?: Yes.
19.Are you in love at the moment?: It's more of a 'he's soooo hott' phase. But I have liked him for like a long time. But I still don't *love* him.
20.What's your goal in life?: To become a psychologist and to get married and such...
:Favorites:
22.Who is your favorite Artist?: Uh...
23.Who are your favorite bands?: So many good ones out there...
25.What is your favorite type of pizza?: Umm.... I have always had a love for hawaiian
26.What is your favorite subject in school?: Uhhhh
27.What is your favorite T.V. Show?: Friends, Seinfeld, Everybody Love's Raymond
28.What is your favorite ice-cream?: Anykind.... I LOVE ice cream
29.What is your favorite soda?: Root Beer.... YUM!
30.What is your favorite state?: Probably California... and of course, oregon...
31.What is your favorite food?: Uhhhh...
:Self Others:
` what do you like most about your body? Hm...
` what do you like least about your body? Uh...
` how many fillings do you have? Quite a few.
` do you think you're good looking? Dunno...
` do other people tell you that you're good looking? Meh. Occasionally.
` do you look like any celebrities? YES! Billie Joe Armstrong!!!
` do you have a crush, boyfriend or girlfriend? I have a crush...
` what is their name? *blushes*
` do you wear a watch? No. I don't really like watches.
` how many coats and jackets do you own? uhhh
` favourite pants/skirt colour? black, white, or denim...
` most expensive item of clothing? no clue...
` what kind of shoes do you wear? etnies or flip flops....used to wear converse and will again someday...
` describe your style in one word? Mine.
` do your friends 'know you'? Meh. Mary does. But only I REALLY understand me...
` what do they tend to be like? dun get what you're asking...
` are there traits in you that are universally liked? People tell me I'm really funny.
` how many people do you tell everything to?I tell Mary many things, but not EVERYTHING.
` do you find any musicians good looking? Yes. Billie Joe Armstrong and TOm Delonge.
` can you play an instrument? piano and cello.
` type of music you listen to the most? Rock, hard rock, metal, emo, oldies,alternative, other stuff.
` favourite book? To Kill A Mockingbird.
` do you own any plaid clothing? Yes.
` do you own converse shoes? Yes.
` do you own old school nikes? What are those?
` do you wear tight pants? Sometimes.
` is there more than one zipper in your pants? No. Atleast I don't think so.
` do you own a messenger bag? Nope.
` do you wear your messenger bag across your chest? I don't have one.
` do you own a bandana? No. THey are stupid.
` do you smoke cigarettes? Nope...
` do you smoke cloves? Nope....
` what do you prefer, a sunny day or rainy day? RAINY! Can't you tell? My username is 'rain_isromantic'.
` do you consider yourself lucky? Sometimes....
` choose a word to describe how you feel most often: Well.......... I used to feel depressed alot but now I'm happy and stuff...
:More Favorites:
color:: Green.
flower:: Probably a rose. I'm in love with romance itself.
place:: SOmewhere that I'm having a blast.
scent:: Probably vanilla.
vacation spot:: Dunno.
thing to do in the summer:: Dunno...
day of the week:: FRIDAY!!!!!!
candy:: Sour stuff. such as sour skittles.
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Hi. I just wanted to update this thing because that's the way that I am and so yeah. Cuz I felt like it. So here's a quiz. Read it.
The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?: Nah. But I've had it before. It's really good. :)
Do you party a lot? How often?: Nah.
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: Nope.
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: ALOT.
Do you skip classes? How often?: Nope. Such a loser.
Do you have casual sex? Protected?: No.
Do you steal?: I stole this pencil from my math teacher once. I know, living on the dangerous side. *sifty eyes*
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: Well, it depends on what you consider 'inapropriate'.
Do you drool over celebrities?: Who could blame me? Billie Joe Armstrong is hott.
Do you watch a lot of TV?: Not really. I LOVE movies though.
Do you ever watch the News?: No. I hate the news.
Do you even care about world issues?: Meh. Yeah I guess. But I would never bring it up in a conversation or anything like that.
Do you read books often?: No. I don't like reading.
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: No.
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: I thought that that was what school was for?
Do you smoke cigarettes?: No.
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: SOmtimes.
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: I always have a crush.
Do you cuss a lot?: Kinda.
Are you desperate to fit in?: No.
Are you intelligent?: I guess....??
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?: No. I wear the 'normal' color lipsticks. pink, red.
Black eyeliner?: yeah!
Black eyeshadow?: Blue eyeshadow.
Black trenchcoat?: Nope.
Black boots?: I SOOOOO WANT SOME!
Black fishnets?: I wish!
Black nail polish?: Sometimes.
Cigarettes?: No.
Heavy metal music?: Yes.
Marilyn Manson?: Uh
Kittie?: dunno
Cradle of Filth?: dunno
Constant frown and perpetual angst?: used to be like that.... not so much anymore....
Do you like to be seen as: as what?
Are you an intellectual?: sure.
An atheist?: no.
Horrible home life?: no.
Hopelessly depressed?: Sometimes.
Suffering with suicidal idealations?: Used to.
Self-mutilation?: Not currently.
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?: yes. I need more though.
Big black boots?: I want them so bad.
Mohawk?: Some guys can look hott in them, but it's not for me.
Excessive piercings? Do ears count?
Loud, confident and opinionated?: yes.
Wild hair colors?: Nah.
NOFX?: YESSSSSSSSSS!
Rancid?:sure.
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: can be when I want to.
A: BCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?: No clue.
Do you watch a lot of sports?: I hate watching sports.
Play a lot of sports?: No.
Talk a lot about sports?: Nope.
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: yes.
Are you arrogant?: nope.
Are you a male or female whore?: No.
Are you homophobic?: No.
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: No...
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?:uh...
Boobs = yes?: they're really small lol.
Parties =yes?: sometimes.
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?: NO!
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: YES! It's all for *him* though... *blushes rapidly*
Have you ever been on a diet?: not really
How much did you lose?: dunno
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: no
Make yourself throw up?: nope
Make-up?: eyeshadow, eyeliner, lipstick, lipgloss, a little blush sometimes, sometimes mascara
Low-cut tops?: not really
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]: small.
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: No.
Giggle a lot?: No. But I laugh at everything. I wouldn't call it a giggle though.
What's the deal with boys?: I love boys.
Thongs?: nah.
Pretty bras?: No.
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?: I'm not subscribed to them, but I enjoy reading them.
Who's the weaker sex?: Dun matter.
Are you a feminist?: Nah.
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: yeah
How often do you shave your legs?: uhh
How about your armpits?:dun need to yet.
Are you emotional?: YES.
This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]
Originality or Acceptance?: Acceptance.
Independence or Companionship?: Companionship
Stability or Freedom?: Freedom.
Personal or Interpersonal?: Personal.
Introvert or Extrovert?: Extrovert.
Popularity or Isolation?: Isolation.
Unique or Loved?: Loved.
Understood or Individual?: Understood.
You or Them?: UHHHHHH.......
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ABout You
Your name: Zoe
Natural hair colour: dirty blonde
Eye colour: BLUE
Number of siblings: 3
Glasses/contacts?: contacts... I used to have glasses but I hate galsses so i got contacts!
Piercings: my ears. woah I'm a bad girl now! ow ow!
Tattoos: Nah
Braces?: Nope. AND THANK GOD!
Favourite
Colour: Forest Green and Black
Band: Sugarcult
Song: I have way to many to say just one favorite song...
Stuffed animal: this yellow lmb that I've had ever since I was born :-)
Video game: Meh...
TV show: Seinfeld, Friends
Movie: Clueless..... others too
Book: To Kill A Mockingbird
Food: Anything my mom makes (she's a gormet chef)
Game on a cell phone: tetris! Um no ... I dun really know.....
CD cover: What a laime question.
Flower: a rose (I'm jsut your average hopeless romantic)
Scent: vanilla
Animal: a horse!!!!!
Comic book: Batman!!!!! TADA!
Cereal: froot loops and apple jacks! YUM!
Website: that one...?
Cartoon: Daria...
Do You
Play an instrument?: Cello and Piano.... classical! woot!
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: ha... um no.... maybe if I was 1,000 pounds and had ABSOLUTLY no life (i don't have a life but that would be major no-life- like)
Like to sing?: yeah... *bushes*
Have a job?: Nope. I want one though.... just not quite there yet...
Have a cell phone?: no.... *shakes fist in air*
Like to play sports?: NO!
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: I bloody wish.
Have a crush on someone?: Yes.... and I've liked him for like 5 months too...
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: Nah
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: Nape.
Have any special talents/skills?: If you could call being able to stay onlin all day a 'special skill' then yes, I do.
Excercise daily?: Well, I do gymnastics but I suck.... haha...
Like school?: I like it because I get to see my friends and stare at *him*
Can You
Sing the alphabet backwards?: NO! I just tried and yeah... heh... no
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: yeah!
Speak any other languages?: I can say a cuss word in German! If that matters to anyone...
Go a day without food?: most likely...
Stay up for more than 24 hours?: urm... never tried... but I probably couldn't... I'd jsut be extremly pissy....
Read music, not just tabs?: yes... if that means the same thing I'm thinking it does...
Roll your tongue?: NO! I'M SO PISSED ABOUT IT TOO!!!!!!!!
Eat a whole pizza?: ummm.....??????
Have You Ever
Snuck out of the house?: yes... :-)
Cried to get out of trouble?: Probably when I was around 5 or something....
Gotten lost in your city?: No.... 'hey, where am I?'
Seen a shooting star?: No... my life is so bloody predictable... nothing 'cool' or 'fun' ever happens!
Been to any other countries besides the united states?: No... once again, I have proven my life's loserisity...
Had a serious surgery?: Nope.
Stolen something important to someone else?: Nah...
Solved a rubiks cube?: No...
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: Why yes, a few times.
Cried over a girl?: Well, if your friends were using you, you would cry too!.
Cried over a boy?: YES. A billion times.
Kissed a random stranger?: Nope.
Hugged a random stranger?: Nope.
Been in a fist fight?: No.... does a 'sissy fight' count? haha....
Been arrested?: Nope
Done drugs?: No...
Had alcohol?: Yep.
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: No, but once I tried to do that.... hahaha....
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: No...
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: No... but last year there was someone that did that...
Swore at your parents?: Not to their face, but I have behind their backs after they've jsut pissed me off...
Been to warped tour?: Nope...
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: YESSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Been in love?: I thought I was, but I don't think it was actually 'love'... it was more like an illusion...
Been close to love?: Yes... I beleive so...
Been to a casino?: Yes... GO LAS VEGAS!
Ran over an animal and killed it?: No... but that would be so tragic... *tear*
Broken a bone?: NOPE!
Gotten stitches?: No... but I caused soemone too... long story... and it wasn't on purpose... it was acutally my sister who i caused to get stiches.... long story.
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?: no.... GOD MY LIFE IS SO DULL!!!!!!!
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: No....
Made homemade muffins?: I don't think so...
Bitten someone?: Yes hahaha....
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: Yeah.
More than 5 times?: No...
Been to niagra falls?: No.
Burped in someones face?: Yes.
Gotten the chicken pox?: Yep. When I was about 2.
Whens the last time you
Brushed your teeth: this moring....
Went to the bathroom: who looks at the time before they go to the bathroom?
Saw a movie in theaters: Umm eitehr last weekend or the week before last...
Read a book: Umm...SSR in language arts today...
Had a snow day: I live in a desert....
Had a party: yeah ummm dunno....
Had a slumber party: last weekend...
Made fun of someone: Umm... today...
Tripped in front of someone: No clue.
Went to the grocery store: Hm. Sometime um. I don't know.
Got sick: last year. wooop woop
Cursed: Today.
Pick one
Fruit/vegetables: FRUITS
Black/white: BLACK
Lights on/lights off: lights off
TV/movie: MOVIE
Car/truck: Truck
Body spray/lotion: lotion
Cash/check: CASH
Pillows/blankets: BLANKETS
Headache/stomach ache: STOMACH ACHE
Paint/charcoal: paint
Chinese food/mexican food: BOTH ~!!!!!!!
Summer/winter: winter and summer... i like em both...
Snow/rain: RAIN!!!!!!
Fog/misty: misty
Rock/rap: ROCK!!!!!!!!
Meat/vegetarian: MEAT!
Boy/girl: I'm a girl but I like guys... does that explain it...????????????
Chocolate/vanilla: vanilla
Sprinkles/icing: icing
Cake/pie: cake & pie
French toast/french fries: french toast
Strawberries/blueberries: they are both yummy!!!!
Ocean/swimming pool: BOTH!
Hugs/kisses: kisses
Cookies/muffins: both
p33n/bewbz: what the hell?
Wallet/pocket: Wallet
Window/door: Window
Emo/goth: dunno....
Pink/purple: PURPLE
Cat/dog: DOG
Long sleeve/short sleeve: short sleeve
Pants/shorts: pants
Winter break/spring break: winter break
Spring/autumn: autum
Clouds/clear sky: cloud
Moon/mars: moon
Friendship
How many friends do you have?: uh
What are their names?: why should i name all of them?
Do you have a best friend?: YA!
Have you ever liked one of your friends?: YA.
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: I dunno... probably pretty evenish...
Have you ever lost a friend?: Yeah.
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?: I think so.
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?: bullshizzle.
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?: YEAH...
Do you miss any of your old friends?: No....
What friend have you known the longest?: umm...
Do any of your friends drive?: Ya.
Has a friend of yours ever died?: No.
What do you think your friends think of you?: i'm sarcastic i guess....
Love and all that crap
Have you ever been in love?: I think so not sure...
Are you single?: Yes... :(
Are you in a relationship?: Nope...
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: no.
Do you think love is a load of ****?: At times....
Word Association
Hat: old
Hard: rock
Free: usa
Space: boring
Taste: sweet
Good charlotte: wanna be's
Red: chinese
Deep: stuff
Heart: broken
Cheese: yummy
Rain: romantic
Pedal: bike
Bed: room
Fluff: pillow
Race: tracks
Knife: sharp
Jump: ing
I
am: me?
want: him
need: him
crave:him
love:.him
hate: lots of people
did: umm//.///
feel: like crap
miss: you
am annoyed by: flirts, posers, users, sluts
am tired of: preps
Silly Stuff
What is your favourite genre of music?: rock
What time is it now?: 7:57 PM
What day is it?: Wednesday
Whens the last time you called someone?: About 20 minutes ago...
Are you hungry?: No. I just ate.
Whatcha doin?: filling out this stupid quiz
Do you like parades?: umm.... I don't know never been to one... (((I am a deprived child)
Do you like the moon?: SURE WHY NOT?
What are you going to do when youre done with this?: Fly to the moon.
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?: Yeah. I like your style *randomness*
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: I could make anyone love me.
Have you ever had a picnic?: yeah...... I hate them though...
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?: What the fuck is a skip it?
What about sock em boppers?: What?
Are you wearing any socks right now?: No...
Do you think you are
funny?: At times.
sarcastic?: Yes, very.
lazy?: When I feel like it.
hyper?: When I've had alot of candy... and sometimes when I just feel like being hyper...
evil?: Only to the people I hate...
smart?: meh... I guess so...???
talented?: NO NO NO NO!
dorky?: yes! haha
Associate these words with somebody you know
high: shainey
skip: kaela
pen: Julie
flower: Ariana (she always wears flowers in her hair and stuff)
window: window? uh huh/..... what about... claire!
brain freeze: Taylor Rees
orange: Robin (from gymnastics)
jelly: megan (haha she's um plump)
For or Against
suicide: I'm not exactly 'for' it but i'm not 'against' it.... I'm 'with it'... I've thought about it before and things like that....
love: for
drunk drivers: against
airplanes: for
war: against
canada: um...? for i guess..?
united states: for ( I live here don't i) but sometines i'm not for it....
rock music: for
gay marriage: um I'm not gay so I wouldn't know.... i'm not for or against it I don't care.... I'm not against it though... they can't help it... they were born that way
school: for (it's fun to see your friends and meet people)
surveys: ummm... for?
parents: at times i am for and at times i am against
cars: for
britney spears: against
coffee: FOR!!!!!
pants: for
Would you ever
Sky dive?: most likely not...
Play strip poker?: yes
Run away?: yes
Curse at a teacher?: probably...
Not take a shower for a week?: no
Ask someone out?: nope...
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: no
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: YES!!!
Go scuba diving?: meh...
Write a book?: yes
Become a rockstar?: nah...
Last Questions
What shampoo do you use?: baht and body works shampoo
What kind of computer do you have?: an awesome imac! It's one of the only things I actually like in my house....
What grade are you in?: 6th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: YES!
How many posters do you have in your room?: no clue.... around 5 pobably not sure though
How many cds do you have?: alot... let's leave it at that...
What time is it now?: 8:10
That was fun. ish. I just found out something sad. Not that it suprised me. I'm just so hopeless now.
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[15 Feb 2005|06:52pm] |
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Let's see here. Today was fun. Since maddison forgot my Valentine's present yesterday, she brought it today. It was an adorable, really soft black and brown little teddy bear. I lurv it. Then, Mary and I had a kick ass time with Ryan in the computer lab in orchestra. Maddison and I made a kcik ass bumper sticker in social studies. And Claire showed me some kick ass pictures from her last yeras yearbook. *wink wink*. SO today was pretty kick ass. Then yeah... I 'm bored... and my cello lesson today was terrible... but I don't want to get into that.... oh well... yesterday was Valentine's Day and I didn't have a Valentine. I felt so terrible. Seeing all those eager, excited faces as they got more and more chocolates and stuffed animals from their boyfriends/valentines... I couldn't help but feel like crying.... even though I got some candy from my friends... oh well... so I think I'm becoming really obsessed.... NOT GETTING INTO THAT THOUGH....anyway.....
-me.
new screen name: rainisromantic7
so YAY!
no not really but yeah.... bye again.
-Me.
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Yesterday was funny. Mary slept over aand we laughed pracctically the whole time.. She got to my house, we got on the computer... and did stuff... rated people annoying on this one website... tiw as so addictive... then we went upstairs and stuff... then we had dinner... went upstars, talked for like 2 hours sttraight... erm went on the computer again... omg and it was so HILARIOUS! Long story but mary knows what i mean ;-). it was just so hilarious! Then yeah, we went upstairs watched some of movie, Mary fell asleep becuase she was tired.... yeah... it was happy though =)... alright I'm pretty damn bored right now... wishing I had a Valentine... so yeah... I want to be *his* Valentine... boo hoo
it was only a *KISS*....
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So happy! Beucase the thing with me and mary is COMPLETELY WORKED OUT! YAY! Lol... and i just got done haveing a long conversation with her on the phone... fun, fun, fun.... and on friday she's comming over to sleep over... there are gonna be some good times comming around ;-)... so yeah... and tomorrow is a stupid pep rally... the only point of pep rallys is to go and here a bunch of losers scream... there will probably be a slew of green tomorrow (people trying to support our school becuase of the pep rally), but not me. I don't want to support mrs.poole and all.... NYWAY....I nevfer new what my math homework was becuase he didnt write it on the board, and I can't call anyone to get the homework becuase my sister is using the phone... so yeah... and we don't have school this friday! YIIPPEEEEEEE! Oh, and I don't have a valentine boo hoo... but life goes on... and if I did have one, it probably wouldn't be much better... acutally it might but anyway...there are only 2 maybe 3 people that I would want to be valentine's with but ANYWAY... I think that's it...???? Not sure... POST A COMMENT FOR THE LOVE OF G O D!!!!!!!!
f a l l i n g x gracefully x
-me.
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| Bring back the 90's and my best friend please.... |
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Hey okay so yesturday was normal... but at night urm after we had eaten my sister and I got on the computer and look at the music store for songs.... it was so fun beucase we got on this 90's music tangit (because 90's music was the best decade of music)... it was soooo funny... alright so anyway, and then yeah.
Today sucked seriously. I think everyone hates me er something! And my best friend hates me and thinks I'm annoying I thnk...??? And she's being really mean and she hates me and I jsut wish she didn't! And like she abso hearts maria, and like likes maria so much mre than me now... and I feel so left out... I wish things could go back to the way they were.... so MARY I'M SO SORRY LET'S FORGET IT AND BE BESTIES AGAIN! PLEASE! Okay and I want to go to James Madison next year.... I hope I can... I will most likely go... I don't feel like typing out why I want to go now but I will later maybe....
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You are a Slow Dancer. You are the romantic girl
between your friends, you have beautiful sweet
little dreams about the future, you love your
friends and ready to do any thing for them.
Your ideal man is the charming prince who is
ready to give up everything just for you, and
always show you how much he loves you.
What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only)
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[04 Feb 2005|04:27pm] |
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Alright. SO this is my updated entry. FUn, fun, fun... alright, I am no palm reader, but from what I can see, my future holds a very very bring weekend. Yep, that's what it says. I wanted to to something with my friend Mary today, but she was getting her nails done, so god forbid... oh nevermind... anywho...... orchestra was fun with Mary today.... omg shizzle... haha that was the most hilarious thing I heard all day... Ashton is so sad. Alright, so the new deal with me is that I don't like anyone, but in a way i do... very confusing... anywho.... Emily is like my new coolio yo friend... (Emily Eswonia).... cuz she's tyte like elastic! And Claire is so awesome! I love her! Wanna fling with me? HAHAH! You're so funny! The sad aprt was that Claire wasn't there today... :(... Anyway, I don't know why i posted this entry... becuase I quite frankyl have abso nothing to talk about. SO look over my revious entries... they might give you more of an insight as to what my life is relaly like...
someone needs to fucking get on that I actually feel like talking to!
-Blah.
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[30 Jan 2005|11:15am] |
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You hate not to love but you hate to fall in love.
You can't help but sigh when you see to people
kiss in the park and all. You don't like to go
over board and believe in a small steady
relationship at first so that it can grow. You
also like to think that you can have that kiss
that puts you into a portal and you can't get
back until he/she stops.
How much do you love? GOOD PICS
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| It's over now the music of the night!!! :'( |
[29 Jan 2005|11:36am] |
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Why hello fellow human beings... I bought these sweetheart thingys yesterday to give out to some of my friends... so yeah... and if you knew who I liked befoore, i don't like that person anymore... and no it's not from being tired of waiting around.... it's not becuase I got "bored" with liking him.... or any of the other stupid reasons that people stop liking someone... it was simply because of just the fact that I like someone else.... so yes... Maddison Meier's haircut looks so caaute! And I tried to go to a movie yesterday with Mary, but she had do babysit. Humpf! Oh well... today I'm going to the movies with my dad and I am going to see The Phantom Of The Opera for the second time! In my opinion, the real key element too the movie is the sexy Phantom... he is gorgeous man. :-D. And my oldest sister showed me with all these avatars of him and such.... that's where I found my live journal icon that I have right now by the way. He's like 10 times more gorgeous in the movie too! (If possible ;-) ) go to this website.... and keep in mind that this website has all the phantoms like there have been many people that have played the phantom in the play and everything so they are not all him...he's the younger one with brown blackish hair.... http://img13.photobucket.com/albums/v38/MerryOne/Phantom/?start=100 anywho.... and I found out that Micheal Stodder has seen The Phantom Of THe Opera on stage and he hasn't seen the movie yet.... that just made me happy since mmost 6th graders have never seen it... but it's kick ass and it's so sweet and sad... I was practically curled up in a ball when I saw the movie I was crying so damn hard.... I love that movie.... like so much... so yes.... um I just wanted to post a new enttry since my last one sucked... and look back few entry's and read all the poems I posted... because yes I want you to... oh and lookie at what I just made up....:
Slut barbie now available at stores near you. (CLothes sold seperatly)
Hahaha.... HEHEHEHE!!!
Oh yes and yesterday i watched the stand up commedian Eddie Izzard/... it was hilarious... and it's relaly funny becuase he's a transvestite so he makes fun of himself and it's jsut hilarious... so rent it "Dress to Kill" by Eddie izzard.... and yes... you should do that
What else can I say?
Marry me Gerard Butler (THe Phantom in the movie)
-Me.
You are PUNK! U like being around those who are
really close to u. You get depressed most times
but you just wanna live!You have alot of
feelings and thoughts inside that you keep to
yourself! sometimes you dont know who to trust.
You have friends that believe in you and know the
real you, which means the most.
Thanks, please rate
Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
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| I don't give a damn 'bout my reputation |
[24 Jan 2005|04:21pm] |
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I don't give a damn 'bout my reputation
You're living in the past it's a new generation
A girl can do what she wants to do and that's
What I'm gonna do
An' I don't give a damn ' bout my bad reputation
Oh no not me
An' I don't give a damn 'bout my reputation
Never said I wanted to improve my station
An' I'm only doin' good
When I'm havin' fun
An' I don't have to please no one
An' I don't give a damn
'Bout my bad reputation
Oh no, not me
Oh no, not me
I don't give a damn
'Bout my reputation
I've never been afraid of any deviation
An' I don't really care
If ya think I'm strange
I ain't gonna change
An' I'm never gonna care
'Bout my bad reputation
Oh no, not me
Oh no, not me
Pedal boys!
An' I don't give a damn
'Bout my reputation
The world's in trouble
There's no communication
An' everyone can say
What they want to say
It never gets better anyway
So why should I care
'Bout a bad reputation anyway
Oh no, not me
Oh no, not me
I don't give a damn 'bout my bad reputation
You're living in the past
It's a new generation
An' I only feel good
When I got no pain
An' that's how I'm gonna stay
An' I don't give a damn
'Bout my bad reputation
Oh no, not me
Oh no, not
Not me, not me
SO yeah.... I got second chair, and mary got first...
there was no point in me posting this, bt to waste time that needs to be wasted....
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| I bare the wonds of my torn and hurt heart.... |
[21 Jan 2005|08:01pm] |
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There is no meaning to my life
For all it is is pain and strife
No happiness stays in my heart
Reavealing wounds I've bared from the start
There is no place for me to hide
For only hate will show it's pride
I sit alone on hard cold floor
Dream of things I used to adore
The flowers
The morning
The smiles
The sun glowing
But now those things have dissapeared
My life, once happy is now only tears
The evidence that I was here
Is shown by the blood
Black blood of fear.
-Me
I'm so deprressed... even though I got a new outfits from the mall and new tennis shoes and stuff... :) but still my best friend hates me and thinks I'm mad... it's sounds like the same old same old but ug.... wait mary just got on! yayas! nevermind... I'll just keep this entry to erm show the beautiful poem:)
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| You hurt me so much, that even if I murdered you, we STILL wouldn't be even... |
[20 Jan 2005|08:29pm] |
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Well, on my last entry i forgoot too mention that when I went to the mall I got a cute new blue jean skirt and a pink and white cami both from Aeropostale.... so yeah... and erm today I had a 1 hr and 30 min conversation with one of my best friends Mary... we talked about some stuff and we would have talked even longer, but she had too go to a cello lesson.... :(... anywho then my mom was in a pissy mood and such... it's been a pretty normal day... but I had too wear my stupid fucking glasses to school today be because my ee was all blood shot, and my mom caught me in the act of putting in my contact and saw my blood shot eye... so she threatened that if Ii didn't wear my glasses she would throw away all my contacts by the time i came home... so naturally, I wore my glasses... and yeah... trying to think, sorry... I thinking of something spectacularly interesting to say....... oh yes, Billy Hodges is a fucking moron and he deserves to burn in hell... Mary is the best friend anyone could ever have.... and yeah
peace
I can't belive Ashton/Ashley tried to trip me and ended up kicking Jordan!
Woah orchestra was actually fun today... that's like a-m-a-z-i-n-g!
maddison and taylor rees- thats not a chick is a man!
Jordan- and try the 4th finger on the c string! hahahahaha
Mary- big hair and ya know we have to many thingys
Bonnie- american idol
julie- the horse was pretty, but the man on it was prettier!
Those are the best inside jokes fur the day.... so break like chips!
hahhahahah that was pretty stupid but oh well....
wait I have to think up something interesting first.... well I dunno what too wear tomorrow because I have to really plan it since tomorrow is friday, and friday is the ending day... people won't see you for two more days, so you have to leave them thinking of ;you in a nice way...
Even when it rains
You can still see my tears
For my tears are black
They share all my fears
oh and steven arvisio is so tight! he's hilarious!!!! haha you and scott and me, we have a blast in social studies!!!!! haha cheating of my whole paper, steaeling pencils, making rusie with pencil,,,,,,,,, sorry miss jackson, missy elioot, STEVEN KING! hahhahahaha- peace
It's weird I have nothing to say, yet I'm saying more than I've ever said before....
Everytime I close my eyes I think of you
So when I dream
blink
think
daydream
wink
sleep
I'm thinking of your gorgeous face
And how I need to hold you
In my arms tonight
Becuase I need you
And I want you
ANd I wish you felt the same
But even if you don't
I'll love you forever
Even the sound of your name
Makes my heart puond
You could hear it's sound from a mile away
And it lasts so long
that if it ended tomorrow
it would have started today
Love me forever
Ad never let go
I'll love you for always
You're being to slow
I need you right now
Don't think
Just come
Be mine
I crave you boy
I ache for you
I feel you boy
My imagianry toy
-me
See the obbsession???????
I want to be the one you
Turn to for support
Look for her arms
Sleep with at night
Allways hold tight
Comfort when sad
Listen to when angry
Wipe tears away
Understand what she says
Mention to friends
Brag about her on end
Sing to for fun
Dance with a ton
Spend the day with
Hug and kiss
Hold her hand when shes scared
Make out with in the rain
Ask her permission
Stand loyal too
Tickle for pleasure
Be honest to forever
Take out to dinner
Buy christmas gifts for in winter
Remember her birthday
Cry to for mercey
Would rist your life for
For her you open the door
Be funny to and witty
Tell her she's pretty
Dress up for when going out
And most important
Love for enternity
-me
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| Today was really,really fun!!! |
[16 Jan 2005|10:54pm] |
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Today was the best... I woke up around 10:15ish and yeah... took a shower and such... then I cleaned my room and stufff... then... ermm well my dad left to go to the netherlands (a country in europe) yesturday... so it's just girls now so yeah :)... my mom me and my two ssters went to the mall had a pretty good time... then we went to AMC 24 theaters t get tickets to go see the phantom of the opera :)))))... then we went too rubios, thn went too barns and noble, then went to the movie.... the movie made me cry sooooo hard! it was so sad andsweet and it was reallyreally good... afterwards we went to this really goood coffee place right next to the theater... talked alot... came home and yeah... it was really fun, we had a good time... oh and by the way, on friday iwent to see in good company and iit was really funny and topher grace (one of the main characters in it) is really cute :-D. Tomorrow some peope are commmin over to practice our chorus music video, and then back to stupid school :(.... but today was soooo funnnnnnnnn...!
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| i can kiss away the pain... |
[08 Jan 2005|12:50pm] |
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"Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?
Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight?
(Chorus)
I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Would you lie would you run away
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here tonight
Chorus
I just want to hold you (2x)
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care you're here tonight
Chorus (2x)
You can take my breath my breath away
I can be your hero "
I needed to post that because I just.... nevermind... "am i in too deep? have i lost my mind?...."
YOU CAN TAKE, MY BREATH AWAY.... I CAN BE, YOUR HERO...
Scream away the pain.
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| Life in plastic, it's fantastic!!! |
[07 Jan 2005|04:38pm] |
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"- Hi Barbie!
- Hi Ken!
- You wanna go for a ride?
- Sure, Ken!
- Jump in!
- Ha ha ha ha!
I'm a Barbie girl in the Barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on, Barbie, let's go party
I'm a Barbie girl in the Barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
I'm a blonde single girl in the fantasy world
Dress me up, take your time, I'm your dollie
You're my doll, rock and roll, feel the glamour and pain
Kiss me here, touch me there, hanky-panky
You can touch, you can play
You can say I'm always yours, oooh whoa
I'm a Barbie girl in the Barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on, Barbie, let's go party, ha ha ha, yeah
Come on, Barbie, let's go party, oooh, oooh
Come on, Barbie, let's go party, ha ha ha, yeah
Come on, Barbie, let's go party, oooh, oooh
Make me walk, make me talk, do whatever you please
I can act like a star, I can beg on my knees
Come jump in, be my friend, let us do it again
Hit the town, fool around, let's go party
You can touch, you can play
You can say I'm always yours
You can touch, you can play
You can say I'm always yours
Come on, Barbie, let's go party, ha ha ha, yeah
Come on, Barbie, let's go party, oooh, oooh
Come on, Barbie, let's go party, ha ha ha, yeah
Come on, Barbie, let's go party, oooh, oooh
I'm a Barbie girl in the Barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
I'm a Barbie girl in the Barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on, Barbie, let's go party, ha ha ha, yeah
Come on, Barbie, let's go party, oooh, oooh
Come on, Barbie, let's go party, ha ha ha, yeah
Come on, Barbie, let's go party, oooh, oooh
- Oh, I'm having so much fun!
- Well, Barbie, we're just getting started!
- Oh, I love you Ken!"
What is love? Baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me, no more.
happy one-day-early birthday to Maddison Mier! One of my bestest pals...
Everything is smoothed over with how my friend was mad at me.
This could possibly by my most boring entry yet.
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| "I'm the only one and I walk alone..." |
[06 Jan 2005|06:46pm] |
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This week has official sucked. I wish it would be over already. Never has my stomach felt so queezy, so uneasy, so, so... hurt. I can't belive it. One of my od good friends is now dodging me, and say's that we "should talk for a while." Ah whatever. Oh yes, and I think I'm over my crush becuase alot of people I knew hated him and thought he was a jerk. So I'm WAY over him. I'm so depressed. And I can't call the person to try to fix things up, because he said he doesn't want to talk... and I think he blocked me on AIM to that option is lost... and I can't talk to him at school becasue he'd ignore me, or just walk of... I think I know why "that person" did what "that person" did though... I'll just keep it as a little hush hush secret though... but mark my words: Past Proves the Present.
So we have started doing the music video's in chorus. My group is doing "U Can't Touch This." It's been pretty fun...
You walked into the party like you were walking onto a yacht
Your hat strategically dipped below one eye
Your scarf it was apricot
You had one eye in the mirror as you watched yourself gavotte
And all the girls dreamed that they'd be your partner
They'd be your partner, and...
You're so vain, you probably think this song is about you
You're so vain, I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't You?
You had me several years ago when I was still quite naive
Well you said that we made such a pretty pair
And that you would never leave
But you gave away the things you loved and one of them was me
I had some dreams, they were clouds in my coffee
Clouds in my coffee, and...
You're so vain, you probably think this song is about you
You're so vain, I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't You? Don't You?
I had some dreams they were clouds in my coffee
Clouds in my coffee, and...
You're so vain, you probably think this song is about you
You're so vain, I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't You?
Well I hear you went up to Saratoga and your horse naturally won
Then you flew your lear jet up to Nova Scotia
To see the total eclipse of the sun
Well you're where you should be all the time
And when you're not you're with
Some underworld spy or the wife from a close friend
Wife from a close friend, and...
You're so vain, you probably think this song is about you
You're so vain, I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't You? Don't you?
You're so vain, you probably think this song is about you
You're so vain, I'll bet you think this song is about you
But Maddison and I have our own and shake. :)
And Mary and me are trust buddies. :)
And I hate my life. :)
"Nobody likes you...
Everyone left you...
They're all out without you...
Having fun..."
-Green Day
So rip me up and tear me to pieces.
Use me as your history project.
"I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back
Yeah!
I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back
When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back"
-Simple Plan
"I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me"
-Simple Plan
So I'm just going to laugh away my pain tonight,
Pretend that everything in my life is alright,
Make up lies to make myself feel better,
Through away my memories and this terrifying letter.
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| Why can't my life do something interesting every once in a while? |
[01 Jan 2005|06:03pm] |
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So it's another boring day here at the ranch.... so on the 20th of December my big brother came home. He lives in St. Louis, Missouri and yes to all the dumb-asses who have asked me this in the past: MISSOURI IS ONE OF THE 50 STATES. Okay so yes, that was very fun... he brought his Fiance, Stephanie with him too of course. She is really sweet and everything. They are getting married in August, and I get to be a "Junior Bridesmade" whice makes me feel special. :-D . We had a great time but it went by too fast, and he had to go back to what I call "the deserted state." AKA Missouri. He had to fly home really really early in the morning on the 29th of December. That sucked. But oh well, I should get used to seeing him at the most three times a year. Most times only two times a year though. This year might be special though, since I get to go to the wedding, which is like a bonus day. I'll see him this next Christmas too, (hopefully). So yeah actually probably on two times this year also. So yeah, when he left, bordom came... ALl of a sudden there was nothing to do but sit around and watch the DVD version of the first three seasons of the T.V. SHow Seinfeld, which was one of "the kid's" presents to my parents. I love Seinfeld though. But anyway, yes that was what happened. Wait, wait, wait I skipped over something: what I got for Christmas. I got this big stereo (but we had to return it so we are going to get a new one soon... it was really cool though when it lasted... but it kinda sucked too so we had t return it...) a purse, clothes, pajamas, shoelaces :) (I wanted them so HA!), alot of new earings, a black chocker, a black bracelette, some money, other stuff that I don't remember what it was since erm it seems like a long time ago... oh yes, and then Mary (you know one of my bestest pals :-D) got me the newest Simple Plan CD, this movie I had never seen called "Grind", this cool book, and this cool candy thingy :)... hehehehehehe... so anyway, and then my sister got an ipod not the mini kind the other kind... ANYWAY... and I don't remember what my other sister got oh whatever... okay so then yeah yesturday was new year's eve and I went over to Mary's house and maria came over too... at first we played ouija boared and such... then Mary was upset so Maria and I tried to give her some space, and Maria and I hung out... this kid Rickie came over, Mary had to babysit him... the mary got into a little fit with me and maria and then it smoothed over and we had ALOT of fun talking... atleast I did... we talked for like 4 hours straight... just chit chat no gossip er anything ;-). It was fun in the end and then I had too come home today and the rest of the day has been a blur... nothing has appened at all... I am just depressed that it is the last Saturday of the break... BOO-HOO! The whole time I was at mary's I thought about "that guy"... I hate it, he only likes people better than me er whatever... I have no chance with him... I hate it... Oh yes, and I found out this really stupid thing... but it's "confidential." Trust me it's laime anyway... so then yeah and today before I came home, I watched Mean Girls at Mary's house... I've watched that movie alot lately.... it's like one of my favorite movie's ever... so yes, and then yeah I'm really bored...
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